Feb 20, 2005 19:37
Hello people.
I know I said I would email back people if they emailed me and I would have had my harddrive not crapped out. I know I could have gone to someone else's house.... like I am right now. But I am very busy all the time and have not yet had a chance till now. Things are still going well I guess. Still work all the time and I don't have much time for anything but I am happy with what I am doing. Karen and I just had this huge conversation and out of it came many great points. I will not go through them all seeing as it was huge and I have not that much time. One of the main ones though was that people don't want to make mistakes or admite they are wrong and to be frank that pisses me off. Well as pissed as I can get anyway. I have alot of people who hate me for reason that are far from just yet I don't hold it against them and yet they seem to hold it against me. And most of the people who don't like me just tell other people not to like me cause I'm a drug addict. Which strikes me as odd, cause even when I was doing drugs I was never really addicted to any of them. save smoking.... and alcohol too. And those are the leagal ones. What a world. People tell me not to let it get to me and I can to a point but when I go somewhere and I see people looking and glaring it really makes me wonder what I did to these people to make them hate me so. Oh well. Just writing about it makes me reilize how dumb it is to care what they think.
On another much happier note I am working on a idea right now that may chage my life and the life of many around me. And in time the face of the world! but for now it is just an idea. Not just my idea but karen and lee have a hand in it too. But seeing as I have nothing to show of it and actions speak louder than words you will all have to wait to see what great thing comes from my epic life! Anyway I am going to end this cause it is going no where and I don't think anyone will have read this far anyway. but for those of you that do Peace and love.
~B