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[zemokidz]

Sometimes I feel like I don't get the support I should from people. Like if I wanna go somewhere away for school or to just discover who I am than I should get support for it. I should never get a joke about it because it something really serious to me and when someone jokes about it, it makes me feel like I shouldn't do it and I won't get far with this idea or maybe that just me. But still I would thought that my boyfriend would totally support me on this like I told him I wanted to move with a family member that lives far like I have family that lives in FL. right outside of Daytona and he said that kind of pushing it. Then I said how about Washington where my one anut lives right out of settle and he said no we would never work out. But I'm moving for what I want not for if we work out. I just want to be happy and Delaware just not doing it and my boyfriend not making me happy with his comments on me leaving.
I just wish I never got into a relationship so it would be easy to just leave