{fic} {one-shot} Confession

Apr 12, 2011 21:03

Title: Confession

Author: zelpet001

Pairing: Mir/Dongwoon

Fandom: MBLEAST /M-ST
Rating: PG-15

3. REQUEST

From: xsakura_starx

Plot: Mir uses his absolute serious side and finally confesses his love for Dongwoon
Extra wishes: Just having this written would make my wish come true
Extra comment: Thank for considering this

Confession

They were both the maknaes of the groups and born in the same year. Together with Key and Jeajin they were known as the ’91 line. Best buddies in the same business. Mir and DongWoon were especially close, because of the two groups they were in. BEAST and MBLAQ debuted almost on the same day. Both groups were new and green behind their ears. Marked as rivals by the people and reporters, even if they were closer than family. Fans loved to pair the group up, make mixed pairings from the members.

M-ST or MBLEAST
 Mir loved it the way the fans called them, made him feel closer to the other group, especially to the maknae of BEAST. The two were always chatting or texting on the phone, even on Twitter to please their fans. Nothing could really separate them. The two were closer than friends or brothers shared everything about each other but still something was missing…

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Mir was sitting at home, looking out of the window, Soju by his side lying on a blanket. He stared at the wind blowing the leaves on the tree in front of their house. He has been resting for the past month. He have been at home all day, he just couldn’t really do much. He let out a sigh, letting his forehead touch the glass. He reached for his phone calling his hyung’s but they played and hung up on him again. He threw his phone almost away, but he decided otherwise texting a message.

From: Cheolyong
To: Woonie

I am bored ㅠㅠ I can’t do anything and the hyung’s are being evil again ㅠㅠ

Barely 5 minutes later, his phone beeped signaling, an incoming text.

From: Woonie 
To: Cheolyong

I know my hyung’s are being evil too ㅠㅠ I hate being the maknae sometimes ㅠㅠ

Mir smiled at that laying down on his stomach playing a little with Soju.

From: Cheolyong
To: Woonie

When are you coming? ㅠㅠ You promised to visit me. You didn’t even see Soju yet. ㅠㅠ

He didn’t really need to wait for long till and answer came.

From: Woonie
To: Cheolyong

I am going tonight? I have a free evening. Miss chatting with you. Will be there but now I need to go, we have some recording to do. Miss you~~ Love you~~ See you later~~

Mir smiled at the message, laying his head on his arms, watching as Soju was sleeping.

“How I wish it was true…How I wish I could tell him…” He buried his face in the blanket on which his dog was laying. “Why am I so weak?” He whispered.

Mir was shy behind the cameras, he played a dork most of the time but when it came to people he liked, he was really shy. He never had the courage to confess to anyone. That’s why he didn’t really date anyone. If a girl asked him out he would say yes and play a player but when he was in love, he was the total opposite and didn’t really talk much.

DongWoon was the first person for years; he truly fell in love with. At first it was just friendship but as they grew closer, he felt that from his side it was much more. He fell and he fell hard. Mir never showed it or tell anyone (except for Seungho, who is their Leader and he just can not keep any secret from him - that was a strange characteristic of him, he always got every information that he wanted). He tried his best to hide it but lately it has been really hard on him. DongWoon was sending strange messages, making Mir to get his hopes up. He would send him texts like ‘I miss you’ or ‘I like you’. Cheolyong knew that they weren’t meant to be the way he wished it. But you know, he was in love and that small sparkle of hope was always shining inside of him.

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Mir wanted to confess for the past months now. Wanted to tell what he felt for the other but it never truly happened. Every time something came in between or he chickened out. When Mir woke up from his slumber (he just fell asleep on the floor) it was late and about the time DongWoon arrive at his place. He stood up with determination shining in his eyes.

“I will do it today and nothing will keep me away from that.” He swore to himself, walking off to the bathroom to take a shower. He changed into comfortable but still fashionable clothes, fixed his hair a little. He nodded at his reflection, feeling that he looked perfect. He picked up his phone from the floor smiling at the new message.

From: Woonie
To: Cheolyong

I am almost there~~~ Another 30 min and I should be in front of your door~~ I am hungry ㅠㅠ Let’s order some food? Please~~~

Mir smiled and ordered some food so when the other arrives they can eat. The food arrived 5 minutes before DongWoon rang the doorbell. Mir opened the door with a bright smile plastered on his face, letting his friend in. He was nervous his heart was beating like crazy, knowing that today he won’t back down.

The two ate and chatted before settling down on the couch to watch a movie. Mir put in the DVD, taking his place next to his friend. He wanted to confess but he wasn’t sure when or how. He was more nervous than at their debut stage (and believe it or not, he wanted to puke at that time from all those butterflies). Mir sat down next to the other and DongWoon scooted closer right away, throwing his arm around his shoulder. Mir tensed a little but he relaxed soon after, hoping that DongWoon could not hear the rapid beating of his heart.

They were in the middle of the film but Mir didn’t really get any second of it, he was too concentrated on the closeness, how their sides were touching, and the way DongWoon’s arm was around his shoulder. At one point he just couldn’t take it anymore. He jumped up from his place standing in front of the other. DongWoon was startled, eyes growing wide with surprise and slight worry.

“Is somethi-“ He wanted to ask but he was cut by the other’s words.

“I have been trying to do this for months now. I have wanted to tell you everything but I was a coward and afraid that you wouldn’t feel that way but I don’t know what to do. You hug me, kiss my cheek, send me messages in which you say you miss me and love me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I love you more than a friend or a brother. Please just stop doing these things if you don’t feel the same way, I will try to forget it and get over it, but I want you to know that I…I love you…I truly love you and I have been trying to tell you this for the past months now. Fighting with myself but somehow I could never do it. Always something or someone came in between but today….Today I wanted to tell you. I love you, Son DongWoon.” He took a deep breath closing his eyes as silence took over the room, only the sound of the running movie was heard.

“I am sorry…I know you most probably are not into guys, you want a cute girl and I promise I am going to give up on you bu-“ He was cut off when suddenly arms wrapped around his waist pulling him into a sweet kiss.

“Finally. I thought you will never confess.” DongWoon spoke after he broke away. He stroked the others cheeks. “I knew you were dense but slowly I was thinking you were dumber than KiKwang hyung.” Mir punched lightly the others shoulder.

“YAH. Don’t compare me to that bab- oh wait…does that mean?” He looked up at DongWoon.

DongWoon rolled his eyes and pulled Mir closer. “Yes, I love you and now shut up.” He said leaning in for another kiss but this time he didn’t pull away till both needed to pull away to get some air in their lungs.

“I love you.” Mir whispered, pecking DongWoon’s lips.

A/N: Ok people I AM SORRY!!!! This was…I don’t know…SORRY!!! This is just not my pairing. I thought I would be able to write something ok but in my eyes this was my biggest FAIL EVER!!! I am SOO SORRY! /dodges all the stones that are thrown at her/ Please forgive me for my fail. I will try to write the other requests better. I PROMISE! But I know that there is gonna be another one that’s gonna be a big FLOP….DongWoon is just someone I like I really do but can’t fangirl about and write fics…as random bystander yes but not more T.T I can’t say how sorry I am. I accept all the critics that you guys have. I am prepared!  

m:bang chulyong/mir, * oneshot, group: mblaq, m:son dongwoon, group: b2st, r:pg-15, ! fanfiction

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