{Oneshot} どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
Hi minna, today i bring you a new fic of mine. Its a one shot. And i am still not dead XD i hope i wont die in the near future either.
Oh and to summarize what i promised:
- Sequel of my GD x Koki fic
- The best summer... Chapter 6 part 2 - missing part, and of course the rest XD
- Gifs from the GD solo stage Breathe
- Gifs from some KAT-TUN MV's, concentrating on Koki and Kazu XP
- and when new things come up of course i will try to make some stuff
I cant promise that i will make these very fast, cus school starts next week, but i will try my best.
So enjoy this fic.
Chu~~~
Hisa
Title: どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？ [Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?] "Why Have I Fallen In Love With You?
Author: zelpet001
Disclaimer: How many times do I have to write this? Ha? They are NOT mine. T_T
Summary: What would you do if the person you have been in love choose a different path then you? You didn’t say anything and now it’s too late.
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya x Tanaka Koki
Genre: Angstish - not really a happy story so if you don’t like it don’t read it
Note: This fic is based on the song of Tohoshinki - Doushite kimi wo suki no natte shimattan darou? If you can please listen to the song while reading. The whole story is like the one in the music video only with this pair.
Two people meet, two old friends. One of them has something really important to tell the other. They haven’t really seen each other for a while but still stayed good friends.
It was a really nice evening in Tokyo they met at their favorite spot.
“Hey.”
“Yo.”
“How have you been?” the younger one asked.
“Fine and you?” Koki asked.
Kazuya turned to look at his friend. There was silence between them for a few minutes.
“I am getting married.”
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road
Tanaka Koki was now standing in front of the chapel and waiting like the others, for the groom Kamenashi Kazuya, his best-friend and love. And there hi was coming in his white suit going to marry someone he doesn’t know and who is not him.
Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)
Why wasn’t I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow (But I know they won’t reach you now)
He was looking at the people who gathered to celebrate this happy gathering. Slowly he remembered the first time they met, their school time.
Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari
From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally
The both of them became friends the moment they met. Both of them had fun around the other, did everything together! They even studied together which was not really Koki’s forte, but then Kazu would be there and help him. They were like 2 sides of one coin. Always next to each other and helping each other. Then why is Koki now standing here and his friend and love there, waiting for the bride with a smile on his face. Why is he the only one who can’t smile?
Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road
The last time they met, was the graduation ceremony in the University. They grew up together, shared the sad and happy things in the life of the other. As all of their friends were saying goodbye’s and congratulating each other. Kazuya looked at him and hugged him. Saying a low “Stay well ok?”. He didn’t say anything, couldn’t say one word.
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)
Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo
Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance
Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?
With the person next to you who isn’t me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch
There is his friend with his bride on his side, saying his wove to her. He looks at him; he can’t avert his eyes from Kazuya. He is really beautiful today. He has seen him many times in the past but this is the first time that his heart skips a beat every time he just looks at him for a second. His heartbeat is fast, he feels like he fell in love with him again, but that makes his heart ach more, he knows there is no chance for him now.
Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)
So why did I end up falling for you?
We can’t go back to that time, or how we were (I’ve thought it through)
Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)
Why wasn’t I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always should’ve been by my side (Now it will never come true)
Everyone is now standing in one row, and throwing rose petals on the freshly wed pair. Koki is watching as Kazuya is walking down with his now wife on his side and smiling.
How he misses that smile. Or have he ever seen that smile? Full with joy. He himself doesn’t know anymore. He can’t remember it, or just doesn’t want to remember it. It hurts him too much.
As his friend arrives next to him, hi stops and his smile is gone. They look at each other for mere seconds, before Koki says “Omedetou” with a forced smile. Kazuya looks like he would break any minute, but his wife looks at him he smiles again and they continue to walk down the stairs together. Koki has lost his chance to confess his feeling, now it’s too late, but he wishes for his friend that he will be happy. That’s the last thing he can do for him now.
Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)
But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)
After Kazuya told Koki that he is getting married. Koki wished him happiness and all the best.
Their way separated but Kazuya looked back one last time.
“Sayonara, my love.”