Getting old and its bout time

[zeller]

im starting this of with an abvious fact that my parents are destroying my life i dont know if im going threw a rebelious stage or something but lately they seem to be cause more and more problems in my life. it seems that i really am getting afraid of growing old but it seems to be the only way out of my suffering. as each day goes by i think of them more as creatures making my journy in life difficult then parents then the very people that brought me into this world meh i guess life as it seems is just to have its ups and its downs but then i think about my life and ive had a hell off alot off downs and only very very ups maybe this meens my life is unlucky or something theres no other way to explain it. i dont know maybe to other people my life seems like it would be good fully lived life and i should be happy to be were i am but i just dont see it that way. another thing how many of you talk on this live journal not really egnologing the fact that other people are going to read it because even though i know people are going to read this i type anyway no matter what i say it just doesnt clue in to my brain or something until i get coments back meh ramblings of a lost child in the depths of a world were only the powerful servive
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