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Well, fucking, well.
So I had decided against moving back to Washington so I could stay with Hannah until she dies from her cancer. Wasn't a hard decision, grandpa Kai and 5 other select people close have died from various forms of cancer..... so you might understand.
Recently, as in about a week ago from this psot, she tells me her doctor took away her timetable of 17 ish months to live. Now it can happen whenever.
After a little tagging of photos on facebook I get a message from this guy called Ramie Elawar, fresh into college and a lineman for NC State. It basically goes, "What the fuck man. Thats my girl."
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So Hannah and I had a little chat about this Ramie.
I was being lied to. Up until a week and a half ago, seeing as we've been seeing each other for something like 2 months, she just broke it off with him. Lied about it.
I could get over that.
I could also get over the fact that she lied about living on her own. Whatever. She lives with her dad.
Well after Ramie and me had a chat about what Hannah hasn't been telling either of us something weird happened. We hopped on Xboxlive, played some games, and became buds. Yea, were friggin buds and I "took his girl." 0_o
Thats okay. He can have her for all I care.
What does infact piss me off is that someone would be so selfish that they would try and get happiness at the risk of someone else going to jail for 20 years.
Huh? Whats that?
Yea, I can go to jail.
I come to find out she's fucking 16.
Yea.
My little sister is older than her.
The...... FUCK.
Now I can't/won't even begin to consider spending any time with her. Obviously.
I thought I could get over that along with everything else. After all, I was with Jen for 2 friggin years. Whats a few lies from someone who doesn't have long to live?
But for real? Lied to because your so damn selfish that you, who doesn't even wanna hope you'll live and gets pissy when someone tries and suggests there might be hope, would go so far as to either pretend or actually be happy with someone when your holding onto a lie that could get them locked up for so long that they've just recently lived that long?
It is so horribly fucked up.
So, I'm moving back to Washington come Febraury, funds or not. I can't stay in North Carolina. No, that was a line. Now I'm just pissed.
Better go take it out on some zombies in Left 4 Dead.
So I had decided against moving back to Washington so I could stay with Hannah until she dies from her cancer. Wasn't a hard decision, grandpa Kai and 5 other select people close have died from various forms of cancer..... so you might understand.
Recently, as in about a week ago from this psot, she tells me her doctor took away her timetable of 17 ish months to live. Now it can happen whenever.
After a little tagging of photos on facebook I get a message from this guy called Ramie Elawar, fresh into college and a lineman for NC State. It basically goes, "What the fuck man. Thats my girl."
....................................................................
So Hannah and I had a little chat about this Ramie.
I was being lied to. Up until a week and a half ago, seeing as we've been seeing each other for something like 2 months, she just broke it off with him. Lied about it.
I could get over that.
I could also get over the fact that she lied about living on her own. Whatever. She lives with her dad.
Well after Ramie and me had a chat about what Hannah hasn't been telling either of us something weird happened. We hopped on Xboxlive, played some games, and became buds. Yea, were friggin buds and I "took his girl." 0_o
Thats okay. He can have her for all I care.
What does infact piss me off is that someone would be so selfish that they would try and get happiness at the risk of someone else going to jail for 20 years.
Huh? Whats that?
Yea, I can go to jail.
I come to find out she's fucking 16.
Yea.
My little sister is older than her.
The...... FUCK.
Now I can't/won't even begin to consider spending any time with her. Obviously.
I thought I could get over that along with everything else. After all, I was with Jen for 2 friggin years. Whats a few lies from someone who doesn't have long to live?
But for real? Lied to because your so damn selfish that you, who doesn't even wanna hope you'll live and gets pissy when someone tries and suggests there might be hope, would go so far as to either pretend or actually be happy with someone when your holding onto a lie that could get them locked up for so long that they've just recently lived that long?
It is so horribly fucked up.
So, I'm moving back to Washington come Febraury, funds or not. I can't stay in North Carolina. No, that was a line. Now I'm just pissed.
Better go take it out on some zombies in Left 4 Dead.