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So. Jen and I broke up. Permanently.
Think it had something to do with all these messages she was sending me on my phone aol messenger thingy that kept going to my brother.
He showed them to me today, the ones he hasnt deleted anyways.
Lets see. Before these messages we were talking about something and she tried to pull my grand-mum into the ( Read more... )
I'm not looking for a defense from you. I'm looking for you to acknowledge that you are immature and to apolgize for the way you treated her-and I tell you now I'll be telling the same thing to Jen when I see her tonight. You are a grown man and should act like one, not defend your crass immaturity as though you have some right to it just because she insulted your grandmother-or just because you think she did, whatever the case may be. Grow up, child. Let your testes drop and stand as a man and deal with hard things as a man instead of running away from a problem. You don't stop loving someone just because they get your enraged. If that were so there isn't a person in my family that I love. You either love her still and you are simply hurt and need to retaliate to try and feel stronger than her by hurting her MORE, or you never loved her at all and you were simply getting your milk withhout buying the cow.
This situation is not entirely Jen's fault and you would do well to accept that.
(You said there is a common sense to the lines you do and don't cross. So tell me...do you lack the common sense you say that people should have? Or are you just except from the same guidelines?)
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To make me feel bad?
To make me look stupid?
To rant in defense of your friends?
Some personal anti man vendetta?
I don't even begin to know.
but guess what. I'll let you in on a little secret. Come 'ere. closer.... here. I'll whisper it to ya.
I. Don't. Care.
Being a dick just now, was i? Meh. Don't care.
Lemme get something straight with ya. Say, ask, tarnish, banther, rant all ya want. they're just letters on a screen. Sure. Emotion is behind them but thats your creation. Me? I acknowledge you "spoke." Thats. It.
Go on. Keep speaking. Make your voice heard! In the end, you know who hears it? Whoever wants to.
See....... Its not that I don't want to. .... I just accept that your speaking for one reason or another to offend, annoy, make me feel stupid, tear my heart to ribbons, convince me of some self absorbed meaning that has nothign to do with me, just your opnion.
So rant. Rant till those grubby finegrs go through the keyboard. If you want I'll unlock everything you have to say so that everyone can see what you said and when. Because, again, I don't care. I don't feel for your cause. Your focusing in the wrong areas. You want someone to come out some way, go ang out with Jen. Don't come crying and pointing fingers to me, I'll check you into daycare and forget all about you.
Seems like you need this cause from Jen so bad, you'll just go and do as you please.
So go ahead. PLEASE. Say what you will.
Try and hurt me.
Try and annoy me.
Try and make me think what you want.
I've had my fill of that so many times in the past.
Now.... I just don't care. honestly. I don't. Not in the way or amount you think I have to.
So please, anonymous ranter.
Try and get to me. I'll be right here.
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