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im feeling somewhat, kinda, sort of, a little, depressed, emo, sad, unhappy, disillusioned -ish and i DONT KNOW WHY.
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can anyone tell me what does it mean if you keep getting the detatched-from-your-own-life feeling?
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how much is pretend?
how much is politeness, how much is peer pressure and mere folowing. autopilot. how much is trying. trying to be sth(else), trying to accomplish sth, trying to apear _____, trying to be a gd listener, a gd friend, a certain image...
does the mask get thicker as we grow older? accumulate more masks with time? i liked (or didnt like) jean's idea. abt the masks running together. eventually you cant take them off, cant differetiate anymore...
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so different. i keep saying that, but it doesnt even mean anything. everyone's different, what.
tell me why, so often with ppl i like, ppl i really really like (as ppl), i dont "click" with them?
my mind throws up a million reason, excuses, and retaliations to that but im not listening to you today nyahnyah
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can anyone tell me what does it mean if you keep getting the detatched-from-your-own-life feeling?
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how much is pretend?
how much is politeness, how much is peer pressure and mere folowing. autopilot. how much is trying. trying to be sth(else), trying to accomplish sth, trying to apear _____, trying to be a gd listener, a gd friend, a certain image...
does the mask get thicker as we grow older? accumulate more masks with time? i liked (or didnt like) jean's idea. abt the masks running together. eventually you cant take them off, cant differetiate anymore...
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so different. i keep saying that, but it doesnt even mean anything. everyone's different, what.
tell me why, so often with ppl i like, ppl i really really like (as ppl), i dont "click" with them?
my mind throws up a million reason, excuses, and retaliations to that but im not listening to you today nyahnyah