May 23, 2005 14:57
Yesterday I went to a graduation party, it was awesome, but that’s not what I’m going to write about, I will later if I remember. Instead I would like to talk about moi and the same shit I always talk about…trying to get a boyfriend and how hopeless I am. There are three gay guys at the school, that I know of other than me. One of them I really like, but don’t know at all. There is another how I do know, and is probably reading this and thingking "he better not say anyhting dumb -_-" ^_^, but I dont think we are really into each other. And then there is another who I would go out with in a heartbeat if he asked me out, but I don’t know him at all, he isn’t as cute as Aaron, but I would deal with it ^_^. So I guess that is all I wanted to say since I sorta went brain dead just now, I just need a guy to talk to is all, straight, bi, queer, it doesn’t matter I just need someone who might understand me a little better than Jessica or Meg, or any girl. I really do have a lot more interesting stuff to talk about, I just can’t think about what it is. I don’t know. I guess I want a shoulder to cry on. What ever.