Let's all go on an exploring adventure. We can find treasure, and we'll fight lots of monsters....

[zekezeezager]

The semester has started. I’m just now realizing this, for sure. I’m sitting outside of my Evolution class, waiting for it to start, and making resolutions to myself about this semester. I have to do well. Not because of academic probation or whatever else. That’s a secondary problem. The primary thing is that I feel horrible when I don’t do well. I love to do well, to prove myself. I hate feeling like I am not good enough when I know full well that I am. I am not going to let Rosa fuck with me the way she did for the past two semesters. My emotional and academic life suffered too much from that shit. She added a class I was in, a class of 15 where you work in groups and go on overnight trips. She added it because I was in it, I think just to fuck with me. I had to drop it, much to my shagrin. I don’t like to let her win like that, but then again I guess I win when I can be bigger and walk away, trying to make sure I will do well. It feels like the smart move, even though I was excited about this class that is only offered once every two years. I feel like I am taking responsibility for my shit and getting everything under control. I hope I can ride this out for the semester. I like the idea I will do well again.

In other news: Hi everyone! * turns from side to side, blowing kisses *. Hope you’re all well :D. I know I returned from Belize just over a week ago, but I’m still way excited to be back!

Yai!