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It's always weird when you realize that there is someplace that you feel more comfortable, more welcomed....just generally more liked. Strangely, it's taken me really this long to find this place, or at least identify it in my life.
I'm not talking about a specific "hang out point" in a town...I'm not talking about even a specific TOWN. Not Orlando, not Mandeville, not Destin or Fort Walton or Pensacola...
Sadly, this place for me is...
ugh, I feel like such a loser to admit this, but it's The Internet.
So strange, to realize that I seem to be more liked, more accepted, more welcomed in a place where anonymity is king. A place where face-to-face meetings might never ever occur.
Truthfully I should have realized it when I realized that more people knew of me as my online alias, Zeke, than by my real name. I guess that's why I chose to use my real name on my new website, maybe to get my real life self out there on the internet.
Is this a bad thing? I'm not sure. Truthfully, I'm not sure at all. I admit I have a ton of people I can go to online and talk to whenever I need, a huge plethora of people who I feel like I know and trust...but...
Sometimes you just want to have someone...there. Iono, maybe I've become a cuddle-whore....bah. Heh.
Random rantings of me.
I'm not talking about a specific "hang out point" in a town...I'm not talking about even a specific TOWN. Not Orlando, not Mandeville, not Destin or Fort Walton or Pensacola...
Sadly, this place for me is...
ugh, I feel like such a loser to admit this, but it's The Internet.
So strange, to realize that I seem to be more liked, more accepted, more welcomed in a place where anonymity is king. A place where face-to-face meetings might never ever occur.
Truthfully I should have realized it when I realized that more people knew of me as my online alias, Zeke, than by my real name. I guess that's why I chose to use my real name on my new website, maybe to get my real life self out there on the internet.
Is this a bad thing? I'm not sure. Truthfully, I'm not sure at all. I admit I have a ton of people I can go to online and talk to whenever I need, a huge plethora of people who I feel like I know and trust...but...
Sometimes you just want to have someone...there. Iono, maybe I've become a cuddle-whore....bah. Heh.
Random rantings of me.