Menopausal Women Other Than Myself
Well, hullo, Dad.
This morning I woke up to my father softly singing "Part of Your World". And then he tried to kiss me before going to court. to which I rolled over into a corner of my bed (well, also because i wanted more sleep and thought he was trying to make me keep him company at the gym again -.-). And then he dragged me into his lap and started sobbing >.> ~headesk~
Get it together man! Gaaah -.- He's in his "I SUCK ~angst~" stage where he's nice to me, but I imagine if I dont get with the program soon enough, it'll be replaced by the angry stage of "I SAID I WAS SORRY WHATS YOUR PROBLEM ~roar~". Omg. Part of the reason my dad is so unstable is because he feels powerless. I suppose this is why i like elitist people. They are in control. And that security makes them *not* be a nutcase. It was pretty funny when my dad wigged out (well, it would have been if I wasnt like...really really upset -.-) he started blaming everything on Susan >.> like, leaps of logic even *I* wouldnt make >.> He's just upset because I'm happy when I spend time wiht her >.>
He was a bit more reasonable this morning, and was like "I dont want to impose on you too much, but when you're not here its unbearable". Nope, no pressure there. -.- ...I love how he pulled a "you have to be here for me so i dont have to go to my mother because i cant deal with her". -.- But yes. I have no idea what the hell is going on. Even in his reasonable stage he's all, "I can't live without yoooouuu ~cling~ WHy you leaaavve me ? T_T" so gaar. Yes, I know I am the center of his world, but omg >.<
He's like "you need friends and stuff. and a boy friend, because you're friends actually hate you, thats why you always have to go to their house and do what they want" (which isnt true, i've always gone to people's houses because i could never brign them *here*...because of my dad -.- lol watching Dasha and my dad engage in mortal comabt T_T) But at the same time he's all "spend more time with meee~". Of course, thats only when hes not doing well at work...which is very very often -.- Gah. Make more money so you can feel better about yourself abd stop using me to solve your insecurities >.< war.
That, and at some point I actually *do* need to go to the doctor again. arrgh. SURPRISE! UTERUS, anyone?
This morning I woke up to my father softly singing "Part of Your World". And then he tried to kiss me before going to court. to which I rolled over into a corner of my bed (well, also because i wanted more sleep and thought he was trying to make me keep him company at the gym again -.-). And then he dragged me into his lap and started sobbing >.> ~headesk~
Get it together man! Gaaah -.- He's in his "I SUCK ~angst~" stage where he's nice to me, but I imagine if I dont get with the program soon enough, it'll be replaced by the angry stage of "I SAID I WAS SORRY WHATS YOUR PROBLEM ~roar~". Omg. Part of the reason my dad is so unstable is because he feels powerless. I suppose this is why i like elitist people. They are in control. And that security makes them *not* be a nutcase. It was pretty funny when my dad wigged out (well, it would have been if I wasnt like...really really upset -.-) he started blaming everything on Susan >.> like, leaps of logic even *I* wouldnt make >.> He's just upset because I'm happy when I spend time wiht her >.>
He was a bit more reasonable this morning, and was like "I dont want to impose on you too much, but when you're not here its unbearable". Nope, no pressure there. -.- ...I love how he pulled a "you have to be here for me so i dont have to go to my mother because i cant deal with her". -.- But yes. I have no idea what the hell is going on. Even in his reasonable stage he's all, "I can't live without yoooouuu ~cling~ WHy you leaaavve me ? T_T" so gaar. Yes, I know I am the center of his world, but omg >.<
He's like "you need friends and stuff. and a boy friend, because you're friends actually hate you, thats why you always have to go to their house and do what they want" (which isnt true, i've always gone to people's houses because i could never brign them *here*...because of my dad -.- lol watching Dasha and my dad engage in mortal comabt T_T) But at the same time he's all "spend more time with meee~". Of course, thats only when hes not doing well at work...which is very very often -.- Gah. Make more money so you can feel better about yourself abd stop using me to solve your insecurities >.< war.
That, and at some point I actually *do* need to go to the doctor again. arrgh. SURPRISE! UTERUS, anyone?