Wacky Adventures
HCHS Visit
• WTF Chibi!ZachBarash. Only his name is Luke. SO DISCONCERTING >_<
• Mr Young is an extraordinary man, I hope we one day teach together! <3<3<3
• Talked to Mr. Ling <3<3<3 he was so happy to see me! and vica versa OF COURSE <3<3<3
Spent the evening at Zarek's watched "Army of Darkness" ...so bad it was ...*bad* >_>;
Susan joined us later after she *finally* got home. Oh transportation. And I bought her Unadon <3
Later, Susan and I defiled Zarek's top bunk with our antics... *ahem* xD so much physics involved in breasts srsly xD
Word of the Evening: VAHINA <3
Trip to Amherst
• Ana and I had a *crazy* bus driver on the way there. Serious anger management issues ^^;
• New England is gorgeous I can why so many people like to paint it/live there.
• Marijuana is extremely overrated; I honestly do *not* understand what is so great about being tired?
seriously if you want to feel tiredness, do lots and lots of work without sleeping, duh xD
• Jonah's play was faaabulous ^^ <3 I liked it xD
it took me a little while to get into, but once i was in it, I liked it. The whole affair was very Jonah ^^;;
Later Ana and I were hanging out in Jonah's room and I went a little *crazy* <3
- I discovered Jonah is an amazing painter and started biting his paintings and hugging them
because seriously i work in museums where I can't touch anything, so omg TOUCHING THINGS
- I saw the Dainichi Nyorai and the Nine Courts of Heaven reflected in the cosmic pool over Jonah's bed xD
lol yay for Japanese Art History -- oh, Amida's Western Paradise, I saw that too <3
- I started raving in Japanese and throwing myself into the wall and punching it ...RAAAAGGE ^^
- Of course, I rambled on about my GPA, which is "4 millionz GPA" ^^;;
- So random because Jonah brought Marxism into *everything* <3
- I also raved a lot about how I wanted to kill EVERYONE xD Especially Zach Barash.
not that i was actually going to kill everyone, but I realize... I have a LOT of RAGE. I don't like being nice and polite. I actually want to kill everyone!
- Also lots of ranting about me wanting to eat *souls* instead, i ate ana's crazy fruit mix which is souls of fruit! xD
REFLECTIONS!: I mean, I love the world and I love everything so so so much that I just *have* to destroy it, because it's the only way that we can be together? Someone told me I should replace "kill" with "love" but then I started saying that I wanted to "love people with machetes." Jonah told me I needed sex instead but shhhh xD Like, I really do have a *lot* of repressed rage, I am suuuch an angry little girl. Monster even. But I decided that, I am a monster. I shouldnt have to pretend to be nice and sweet and dilute myself so the patriarchy loves me. I am a monster, people should love me for that; after all, my crazy monster powers are pretty awesome, right? And well, it doesnt work with the patriarchy, but that's why the patriarchy should kill me. You know, I get so happy when people love me for who I am and not for the sweet polite classy image that is everything I am NOT. I think this is why I stay friends with Jonah -- because he loves me precisely *because* I am stark raving mad.
-But it was all good. I like touching people and lying with my head in their laps & hugs & happy times <3
Took a nap and woke up this morning with paint all over me from Ana and Jonah's little arts and crafts project. I love people that stay together, and I love that Jonah says he found his soul mate at 5 yrs old, and I love so much that they're best friends, because well, in life I seek permanence and stability, especially in human relationships because, well, being alone is unfortunate. So I was very much happy ^^
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
• WTF Chibi!ZachBarash. Only his name is Luke. SO DISCONCERTING >_<
• Mr Young is an extraordinary man, I hope we one day teach together! <3<3<3
• Talked to Mr. Ling <3<3<3 he was so happy to see me! and vica versa OF COURSE <3<3<3
Spent the evening at Zarek's watched "Army of Darkness" ...so bad it was ...*bad* >_>;
Susan joined us later after she *finally* got home. Oh transportation. And I bought her Unadon <3
Later, Susan and I defiled Zarek's top bunk with our antics... *ahem* xD so much physics involved in breasts srsly xD
Word of the Evening: VAHINA <3
Trip to Amherst
• Ana and I had a *crazy* bus driver on the way there. Serious anger management issues ^^;
• New England is gorgeous I can why so many people like to paint it/live there.
• Marijuana is extremely overrated; I honestly do *not* understand what is so great about being tired?
seriously if you want to feel tiredness, do lots and lots of work without sleeping, duh xD
• Jonah's play was faaabulous ^^ <3 I liked it xD
it took me a little while to get into, but once i was in it, I liked it. The whole affair was very Jonah ^^;;
Later Ana and I were hanging out in Jonah's room and I went a little *crazy* <3
- I discovered Jonah is an amazing painter and started biting his paintings and hugging them
because seriously i work in museums where I can't touch anything, so omg TOUCHING THINGS
- I saw the Dainichi Nyorai and the Nine Courts of Heaven reflected in the cosmic pool over Jonah's bed xD
lol yay for Japanese Art History -- oh, Amida's Western Paradise, I saw that too <3
- I started raving in Japanese and throwing myself into the wall and punching it ...RAAAAGGE ^^
- Of course, I rambled on about my GPA, which is "4 millionz GPA" ^^;;
- So random because Jonah brought Marxism into *everything* <3
- I also raved a lot about how I wanted to kill EVERYONE xD Especially Zach Barash.
not that i was actually going to kill everyone, but I realize... I have a LOT of RAGE. I don't like being nice and polite. I actually want to kill everyone!
- Also lots of ranting about me wanting to eat *souls* instead, i ate ana's crazy fruit mix which is souls of fruit! xD
REFLECTIONS!: I mean, I love the world and I love everything so so so much that I just *have* to destroy it, because it's the only way that we can be together? Someone told me I should replace "kill" with "love" but then I started saying that I wanted to "love people with machetes." Jonah told me I needed sex instead but shhhh xD Like, I really do have a *lot* of repressed rage, I am suuuch an angry little girl. Monster even. But I decided that, I am a monster. I shouldnt have to pretend to be nice and sweet and dilute myself so the patriarchy loves me. I am a monster, people should love me for that; after all, my crazy monster powers are pretty awesome, right? And well, it doesnt work with the patriarchy, but that's why the patriarchy should kill me. You know, I get so happy when people love me for who I am and not for the sweet polite classy image that is everything I am NOT. I think this is why I stay friends with Jonah -- because he loves me precisely *because* I am stark raving mad.
-But it was all good. I like touching people and lying with my head in their laps & hugs & happy times <3
Took a nap and woke up this morning with paint all over me from Ana and Jonah's little arts and crafts project. I love people that stay together, and I love that Jonah says he found his soul mate at 5 yrs old, and I love so much that they're best friends, because well, in life I seek permanence and stability, especially in human relationships because, well, being alone is unfortunate. So I was very much happy ^^
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am