Happy Birthday To Me~
I'm 21.
Saturday:
Karaoke with Ben and Fanny
• Funfunfunfunfunfunfun. <3
thanks so *so* much even though you guys really really didnt have too T_T
• I LIKE screaming at the top of my lungs making dying noises. Oh sweet catharsis.
and *such* a necessary outlet for my overwhelming self-loathing and random RAGE
• I think singing in a death metal band would be fun <3
almost as good as being a sideshow gaijin for dir en grey/ art history scholar lyricist errant
• Harmoniously sung emo music~ Evanescence and Linkin Park, among other things
• Random references to people encoded into songs >_>;;; ...Dontcha think? xD
• Next time I'm bringing a spray bottle to stop Fanny. No more songs means no more songs xD
Sharon's Party @ Red Cafe
• Kyaaa, my first freak hall event of the school year <3
• Susan is better than GPS. She also gives commentary <3
• People liked my prompt ^^v
- except Lynn, who didnt understand so then I had to explain tentacle porn while trying to keep Sharon and Liming from strangling me ^^;
• Joe Rim is so awesome T_T
- While in Italy, he went to the forum and started reciting Cicero in Latin from memory. So badass T_T
- He is one of the few that understand the extreme degree of teacher love I possess, as he also has it
- And he's really pretty and is the slut that I've always wanted to be T_T
- "...and then Mr Unruh gave me a two hour AIDS talk because he was worried about my promiscuity"
• Christina and Weily called me during dinner to say happy birthday~ .<3<3<3<3.
- Zarek was also excited that Christina called. Very excited >_>;;;
• Sharon's birthday hat was hilarious.
• "Zarek! Stop being so conspicuously Caucasian!!!"
• "Joe stop touching me like that T_T" Zarek is such a frigid wife xD
The subway ride home with Zarek, Sherwin and Zach was also fun! Despite or perhaps because of:
• Zach and Sherwin's excitement with the 7 train's double open doors at Main Street
• The detailed sex discussion on the way home
"ew Zach, that's gross"
"whatever man. But, two words: multiple orgasms. Thank about that."
• The 6 train trying to cut off my arm and shatter Zarek's wrist ...my bad ^^
Spent some more time with the complete travel freak hall that night, playing cards, hanging out ^^
...and they got me a cake!!! ~sparklesparkle~
The night before my birthday, I was looking through my images folder on my computer, and at all the pictures and little videos from the past few years, and just...felt so full of well-being. To be liked is so amazing and wonderful, especially for me, because I've had to work so hard for this. Like...I have friends. People like me -- and not just a few ^^; Sometimes it jsut boggles the mind...but, it's finally happened for me? I just feel so lucky and priveleged and loved and thankful. <3 you guys T_T
Today
My Cousin's Engagement Party
• I love Mara, and I've always thought her fiance Max was awesome, so, I'm happy for them
The downside was people asking when I was going to find someone -_-;;
• My Aunt Bernadette is SO COOL.
her and her husband Mike re-enacted MaranMax's first date in undergrad ...hilarity ensued ^^;
• I like my family. ~nodnod~
Family Time
• Went on the Circle Line Cruise with my immediate family afterward
My dad wanted to spend quality "family time"
• My dad likes spending time with me, like a lot >_>;
which is sad, because the feeling isnt really mutual >_>;;;
Now to go see travel freak hall some more <3
Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER itsu mo
I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always
Saturday:
Karaoke with Ben and Fanny
• Funfunfunfunfunfunfun. <3
thanks so *so* much even though you guys really really didnt have too T_T
• I LIKE screaming at the top of my lungs making dying noises. Oh sweet catharsis.
and *such* a necessary outlet for my overwhelming self-loathing and random RAGE
• I think singing in a death metal band would be fun <3
almost as good as being a sideshow gaijin for dir en grey/ art history scholar lyricist errant
• Harmoniously sung emo music~ Evanescence and Linkin Park, among other things
• Random references to people encoded into songs >_>;;; ...Dontcha think? xD
• Next time I'm bringing a spray bottle to stop Fanny. No more songs means no more songs xD
Sharon's Party @ Red Cafe
• Kyaaa, my first freak hall event of the school year <3
• Susan is better than GPS. She also gives commentary <3
• People liked my prompt ^^v
- except Lynn, who didnt understand so then I had to explain tentacle porn while trying to keep Sharon and Liming from strangling me ^^;
• Joe Rim is so awesome T_T
- While in Italy, he went to the forum and started reciting Cicero in Latin from memory. So badass T_T
- He is one of the few that understand the extreme degree of teacher love I possess, as he also has it
- And he's really pretty and is the slut that I've always wanted to be T_T
- "...and then Mr Unruh gave me a two hour AIDS talk because he was worried about my promiscuity"
• Christina and Weily called me during dinner to say happy birthday~ .<3<3<3<3.
- Zarek was also excited that Christina called. Very excited >_>;;;
• Sharon's birthday hat was hilarious.
• "Zarek! Stop being so conspicuously Caucasian!!!"
• "Joe stop touching me like that T_T" Zarek is such a frigid wife xD
The subway ride home with Zarek, Sherwin and Zach was also fun! Despite or perhaps because of:
• Zach and Sherwin's excitement with the 7 train's double open doors at Main Street
• The detailed sex discussion on the way home
"ew Zach, that's gross"
"whatever man. But, two words: multiple orgasms. Thank about that."
• The 6 train trying to cut off my arm and shatter Zarek's wrist ...my bad ^^
Spent some more time with the complete travel freak hall that night, playing cards, hanging out ^^
...and they got me a cake!!! ~sparklesparkle~
The night before my birthday, I was looking through my images folder on my computer, and at all the pictures and little videos from the past few years, and just...felt so full of well-being. To be liked is so amazing and wonderful, especially for me, because I've had to work so hard for this. Like...I have friends. People like me -- and not just a few ^^; Sometimes it jsut boggles the mind...but, it's finally happened for me? I just feel so lucky and priveleged and loved and thankful. <3 you guys T_T
Today
My Cousin's Engagement Party
• I love Mara, and I've always thought her fiance Max was awesome, so, I'm happy for them
The downside was people asking when I was going to find someone -_-;;
• My Aunt Bernadette is SO COOL.
her and her husband Mike re-enacted MaranMax's first date in undergrad ...hilarity ensued ^^;
• I like my family. ~nodnod~
Family Time
• Went on the Circle Line Cruise with my immediate family afterward
My dad wanted to spend quality "family time"
• My dad likes spending time with me, like a lot >_>;
which is sad, because the feeling isnt really mutual >_>;;;
Now to go see travel freak hall some more <3
Koko ni ikiteru imi ga wakaru yo
Umare ochita yorokobi o shiru
LET'S STAY TOGETHER itsu mo
I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together always