May 27, 2005 17:16
I'm sure dad thinks he's miserable. Like that fucking baby who I lived with in Brooklyn.
Both assholes, and miserable. They have their shit though. Their slaves responding to them.
I have nothing. Not even a sister here. She's busy with being outside the house anyway when she's in AZ. I slept with a gay friend of hers. I told him I didn't want sex. He didn't listen. We didn't have sex, but he started rubbing his dick over my ass. I forced him to stop by pretending to get sleepy. He stopped.
hmm, a sound just came up and a thing said that if I hold the shift key for 8 seconds.. yada yada, "Filter Keys".
Anyway, I would like a news program. I bought myself a video camera, finally. I will be recording myself talk baout stuff - I'll record myself outdoors though. I'm actually really happy I got the camera.
Yeah, I've got something to look forward to now - expressing myself. I'm quite happy about that. My own fucking TV show. (sigh)