Feb 24, 2010 22:51
So much has happened, I swing between elation on my weekends and into depression for my weeks. My life has become a huge complicated mess and it is hard to do what I feel I need to do.
I hate hurting people. I hate it when I hurt.
What needs to be done will be done. Maybe I am waiting for a slightly better time?
Really what is a better time?
I can not avoid what I want forever. I am on a collision course. I hope to survive the wreckage.