Home :(
Everything here is odd now. I think I might have changed more than I could have thought in just 2 weeks. It's actually quite scary how much prioirites and views and just everything has changed in me.
It's almost suffocating to be back in the city again. Too many people, no bird or insect noise. No doggies to keep me company. Shit, I even miss the heat. It's so cold here and crowded here.
Things that used to matter to me really don't mean much anymore.
And this giant aching in my stomach.
It really feels like part of me is missing.
Anyone who's ever been through anything long distance, you have my greatest respect.
This is pure hell.
Who would of thought little me, great appreciater of the pretty girlie boys would fall this hard for some one so opposite to all of that.
I miss him so much :(
It's almost suffocating to be back in the city again. Too many people, no bird or insect noise. No doggies to keep me company. Shit, I even miss the heat. It's so cold here and crowded here.
Things that used to matter to me really don't mean much anymore.
And this giant aching in my stomach.
It really feels like part of me is missing.
Anyone who's ever been through anything long distance, you have my greatest respect.
This is pure hell.
Who would of thought little me, great appreciater of the pretty girlie boys would fall this hard for some one so opposite to all of that.
I miss him so much :(