Doobedoobedooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Jan 11, 2007 16:23

OK, so I had my doubts about my initial thought that 2007 was going to be good when my grandfather passed away just before Christmas. Sadness is not the best way to start what I had decided was going to be one of the best years of my life.

However, I've realised that even out of this something positive has happened. Given me a wake up call to my own mortality or some such.

So I'm going to do something I've been putting off for the last 2 years. I'm kinda glad in a way I did. I wasn't ready for this back then and if I had gone I should imagine it wouldn't have ended well and I would have lost of the most special people I've ever met.

So now I am ready, I've matured, my outlook has changed and my priorities are very different. And now I have nothing I'm scared to give up. Everything is RIGHT.

I don't think I've felt so positive about anything in my life before (nor been such a fuzzy brained airhead). 10 sleeps and counting :D
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