how am i ever to know? *frustrationnnnn*

[zeeweeling]

haha, wow. completely opposite feeling. so my horoscope was strangely right on...cut the drama, have some fun. only problem...i somehow get isolated from everything fun. watching movies alone didn't really work against my stupid head's little cogs. it's a shame something really dangerously exciting didn't happen to me last night. i did everything in my power short of waling down dark alleys. although i gave a man directions. that always seems to happen late at night, those innocent encounters. i feel like i'm always being divinely protected from myself or my actions and i can't figure out why. am i gonna do something really awesome? i can't wait to find out. for now, a busy day at work will only piss me off more.

say yes.

confess.

qui sas, qui sas, qui sas.

i am currently brushing my teeth. this is weird. i've never been on the computer and been brushing my teeth at the same time. i guess i can use all the distraction i can make for myself.

im going to be late today.

what game shall we play today? how about the one where you don't get your way? well even you do, that's okay.

hehe, it's a good thing i illegally have pills

queen takes pawn check all check mate!

i win.

~zeebebe -- >.<

p.s. the man who fell to earth isn't steamy enough yet. i want the movie. "i've always wanted to make love to an alien..."

p.p.s. fuck you, star trek is better than anything currently running.