the nail in my coffin shaped heart attacts me.

[zeekthegeek462]

i pull this nail,
and grip it between my fist.
blood, sweat and tears,
like a river flowing...
drips.
its so hard to read between the lines
of this coloring book.
a book of lies and no lines color in.
this binds me from my own simpithy,
and blinds me from what is in front of me.
a window that looks into a brick wall.
and a door that leads me to a fall.
im lost between the dangers of a world that hates me.
im looking for the path that leads me to my safety.
its like gravity just wants to escape me.
and leave me for dead.
dirt roads lead me to a trail that has no end.
defend my honor, to which i have no enemy.
the enemy is inside of me.
not the one that wants to fight me.
will she go quietly?
or stay right beside me?
thick or thin...
keep the dogs at bay...
what the fuck does that mean anyway?
if its thick, then i just want to go silently.
if its thin, i'll slide through like lightening...
through the clouds and to the ground.
breaking my consitration slighty.
lets just just see whats to become of me.
lets see if i can take us to the pinical of our dreams.
lets just see.
see what is to become of me.

-Zzz...