Fight, fight, fight
I've been actively trying not to fight with Spencer but sometimes I can't help but get upset.
I feel bad for getting upset because I think I'll be getting upset about small things that aren't that important.
And talking to him doesn't always help. For some reason it feels like he just wants me to stop getting upset all the time and shut up.
It's not like enjoy feeling bad. And most of the time when I try to tell him about how I feel, I get the same react as above almost. He thinks I'm blaming everything on him or something? I don't know. But it's really frustrating me, 'cause I've been trying to open up more to him and trust he won't butcher my emotions. However, I still feel like he will. And after all the fights we had, I still don't think he's going to still accept me when I'm upset.
i don't know what he can do, I don't know what I can do. I'm just confused and upset.
By the way, it usually starts when I'm feeling down about myself in some way. I've been trying to feel better about myself but I'm not always going to feel good about myself. So this is going to happen eventually, over and over again.
I feel bad for getting upset because I think I'll be getting upset about small things that aren't that important.
And talking to him doesn't always help. For some reason it feels like he just wants me to stop getting upset all the time and shut up.
It's not like enjoy feeling bad. And most of the time when I try to tell him about how I feel, I get the same react as above almost. He thinks I'm blaming everything on him or something? I don't know. But it's really frustrating me, 'cause I've been trying to open up more to him and trust he won't butcher my emotions. However, I still feel like he will. And after all the fights we had, I still don't think he's going to still accept me when I'm upset.
i don't know what he can do, I don't know what I can do. I'm just confused and upset.
By the way, it usually starts when I'm feeling down about myself in some way. I've been trying to feel better about myself but I'm not always going to feel good about myself. So this is going to happen eventually, over and over again.