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[zeechawan]

I am sexually frustrated!!!!
UGGHHH!!!!

And I'm not quite sure how to get over it. I even snapped at Spencer this morning because of it.

...sex sucks.
You want it but then you don't want it but you want it but it keeps mocking you. DAMN YOU, SEX!

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[zeechawan]

To tell the truth I don't think I could regret anything I do with him. Because I trust him fully about those types of things, I know that if I don't want to do something he'll stop, and so on and so forth.
And he hasn't pressured me at all either.

I think I'm just still trying to find the balance between friendship and sexual attraction. We're very comfortable with each other friendship-wise, but I don't know how to balance that with the attraction (since this is my first time trying).

So when he tries to flirt and things of that nature, I always kind of nervously giggle and feel awkward! UGH! I only feel awkward because I don't know how to respond to it; I love when he flirts but my nervous giggling and awkward feelings probably will make him stop doing it. I DON'T WANT THAT!

Sorry, I kind of slipped another issue in again, didn't I? Oh me, oh my.

But thanks for the advice though, I do think fuck and making love can be used interchangeably too. But Fuck is just so much HOTTER! So I agree with you on that one. lol

God, I think I'm too kinky for myself to handle. Let alone anyone else. Ugh!