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[zeeber479]

drunk swirls in
on a bottle.

and
half a bag of chips.

half a bag of chips
over two days
i'm pretty fucking sure
drunk is better this way.

hunger for food
and for a lost soul,
hahafuckingha
again i'm 19 years old.

black and crushed
the little boy whined,
the tiny violin
playing in time...

no sympathy or guilt.
feed me
no regrets to rehash.
love me
i'll lose it i'll find it.
please
is there a chance?

hold my arm
while i squeeze it tight
watch the veins stick out.

JUNKIE
REHAB
FUCKUP
MORON?
iwasscaredinsecureandinlove
PHENOM
FAVORITE
TOPOF
THE CLASS?
iwasboldcockyanddead.

don't leave your fancy booze,
in the company of somebody who's...

a dreamer
an asshole
a poet
a prick
a fuck up
a reacher
the bottom

NIT WIT...

and WHAT

THE

FUCK

WERE

YOU

THINKING???

drunk swirled in.
thank god.
just on time.