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Yeah. So as I mentioned on ze blog, job interview was eh. I thought I did really well with the group interview... but I just don't have a good feeling about my chances. The head librarian told me that they "...just weren't 100% decided yet" and that I might have to come in for a third interview. A third interview seems like a waste of time. If they don't know they want me by now, should I really hike my ass downtown for a third interview? What are they going to find out about me, really? Now, I'm thinking I might not even want the job, but I need to really analyze why I might not want it. Is it that it's taking so long? That they aren't positive who they'd rather hire? Am I just hurt that they aren't jumping all over themselves, or is it that it's beginning to seem like they're stringing me along?
Alex is here. Things have been going well. It's strange to have her here. Though I have known her since I was 19, spent lots of time with, consider a close friend, etc., I've never really spent CONSIDERABLE time with (if you don't count our one weeklong trip to NYC and the ashram). And I love her, but she has some weird quirks that now that I'm grown (she's 10 years older) I find hard not to call her on. t's oddly comforting to have her with us, but I also feel like I'm being shoved into a mold I don't fit anymore... more my own personal hang-up than anything that she's done or said in particular. However, the deal with the money was solved easier than anticipated, and I deposited her first check yesterday. Just in time to save us from serious financial sadness. Lauren got paid today, but at times, it has taken her work check one week to clear, so we can't count on it. And rent had to be mailed today. Every single fucking time I have to write out the rent check I'm stunned by the amount of money we pay in rent. How is it possible that I'm even able to make enough money to do it?
Alex is here. Things have been going well. It's strange to have her here. Though I have known her since I was 19, spent lots of time with, consider a close friend, etc., I've never really spent CONSIDERABLE time with (if you don't count our one weeklong trip to NYC and the ashram). And I love her, but she has some weird quirks that now that I'm grown (she's 10 years older) I find hard not to call her on. t's oddly comforting to have her with us, but I also feel like I'm being shoved into a mold I don't fit anymore... more my own personal hang-up than anything that she's done or said in particular. However, the deal with the money was solved easier than anticipated, and I deposited her first check yesterday. Just in time to save us from serious financial sadness. Lauren got paid today, but at times, it has taken her work check one week to clear, so we can't count on it. And rent had to be mailed today. Every single fucking time I have to write out the rent check I'm stunned by the amount of money we pay in rent. How is it possible that I'm even able to make enough money to do it?