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My parents were here this weekend. My dad left this morning, but my mom's still here. Man. She's so whiny and negative. It makes me really nervous to be around her. And I'm totally afraid that I'm going to be like her. Whiny, fat, achy, and acting like I'm 20 years older than my actual age...
The worst part about it is that we've being doing carb addicts for 2 weeks now, but while they've been here, I've been eating cookies and starch and sugar SUGAR SUGAR. And I feel like shit now. I've probably gained the weight I lost back. Ah well, when she leaves, we'll start again. In other news, I ordered one of those fitness passbooks today. Once it arrives I'll get access to a whole bunch of gyms. That combined with yoga twice a week and I'm gonna be stylin' by summer. See, it isn't that I don't like the way I look now, 'cos I do, but I just want to have clothes. I want to be able to walk into ANY store and buy something... I don't want to go shopping and not even want to look because I know I can't fit into anything. In other news, apparently my mom bought me a new pair of shoes today, which is pretty cool. Maybe I shouldn't talk smack about her. Hmmm.
I'm damn sleepy. Lauren and I have slept in the living room on the air mattress since Friday night... luckily, we get our bed back tonight. Whee!
The worst part about it is that we've being doing carb addicts for 2 weeks now, but while they've been here, I've been eating cookies and starch and sugar SUGAR SUGAR. And I feel like shit now. I've probably gained the weight I lost back. Ah well, when she leaves, we'll start again. In other news, I ordered one of those fitness passbooks today. Once it arrives I'll get access to a whole bunch of gyms. That combined with yoga twice a week and I'm gonna be stylin' by summer. See, it isn't that I don't like the way I look now, 'cos I do, but I just want to have clothes. I want to be able to walk into ANY store and buy something... I don't want to go shopping and not even want to look because I know I can't fit into anything. In other news, apparently my mom bought me a new pair of shoes today, which is pretty cool. Maybe I shouldn't talk smack about her. Hmmm.
I'm damn sleepy. Lauren and I have slept in the living room on the air mattress since Friday night... luckily, we get our bed back tonight. Whee!