In which Zee is very ooc and makes decisions for once
I just pretty much said "yes I will be going to Otakon."
A friend was offering to buy prereg for me as a belated birthday present, and I didn't wanna leave him hanging another day especially since tomorrow is the last day of prereg, and...
hrmn I hate making decisions, I always worry so much about it... I usually just waffle until the absolute last second, feeling awful about it the whole time. I do like having solid plans for things, I just have a hard time saying YES I WILL DO THIS before making the plans :'I
At any rate, I've only figured out how to get there and have a shaky hold on how to stay there, schedules are clashing like no other on getting back. It's really REALLY frustrating.
But it's so late in the night that my parents and I were too braindead to deal with it. They were smart and went to bed. I was dumb and stayed up and made reckless decisions. :'D
Oh well... I-I'm an adult! Yeah! Adults make decisiony things! 8U
This isn't to say I don't want to go to otakon because chyeah I do, so many people I wanna see are gonna be there! Everyone from the friends I'd probably stay with to that bunch of memers to Kuya from tegaki... aaaa it sounds like the best ever ;3;
It's just the logistics of it all that terrify me. Expenses, schedules, getting yet another friday off at work...
A friend was offering to buy prereg for me as a belated birthday present, and I didn't wanna leave him hanging another day especially since tomorrow is the last day of prereg, and...
hrmn I hate making decisions, I always worry so much about it... I usually just waffle until the absolute last second, feeling awful about it the whole time. I do like having solid plans for things, I just have a hard time saying YES I WILL DO THIS before making the plans :'I
At any rate, I've only figured out how to get there and have a shaky hold on how to stay there, schedules are clashing like no other on getting back. It's really REALLY frustrating.
But it's so late in the night that my parents and I were too braindead to deal with it. They were smart and went to bed. I was dumb and stayed up and made reckless decisions. :'D
Oh well... I-I'm an adult! Yeah! Adults make decisiony things! 8U
This isn't to say I don't want to go to otakon because chyeah I do, so many people I wanna see are gonna be there! Everyone from the friends I'd probably stay with to that bunch of memers to Kuya from tegaki... aaaa it sounds like the best ever ;3;
It's just the logistics of it all that terrify me. Expenses, schedules, getting yet another friday off at work...