My shattered heart
Maybe I'm badly INSANE
I can't control my feelings
His smiles to this b*tch, the image he touching her, the scene he almost kissing her... go back and forth in my mind
My tears roll down non-stop and my heart is totally shattered
I know it's just a CF, not real
but ...
No matter how hard I try , I can't shake these images off my head
They are haunting me, hurting me
Having no you by my side to console me, I must wipe out tears on my own
...
Tonight I walked lonlely in rain,drop by drop hits my face,thinking of the msg accidently sent to me ( which would have never for me but for her) and thinking of you and me......
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Maybe we are better off this way
Okay
Just continue w ur koibito
Do watever you want
And ignore me as you are doing
Now I seem to be no longer having place in ur heart even a tiny one
Maybe I made a mistake in the first place
I shouldn't have put you in such a hard situation
If only I wouldn't have forced you to follow my dream (that used to be hallucinatorily considered as our dream) or together w me on those courses ( which waste ur time , ur energy,ur money... and gain nothing)
I dun blame you but blame myself for my egoistic act, for everything...................