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pemaquid is a nice place.
college. i have so much to do, and i just keep procrastinating, hoping it will get itself done. honestly, whose idea was it for college to be such a ridiculous ordeal? it's so frustrating, especially when there are other options. i mean, i could see myself taking a year off just as easily as i could see myself going to college next year. so, i could apply to all these colleges and then decide not to go next year?
ahhh. and lately, i'm getting kind of worried, because all of the schools i'm looking at are in boston. i'm not afraid of being unhappy, because i know the experience will be what i make of it. and i'm applying to 6 schools, all of which i'll probably get into, except perhaps emerson. but i'm not sure i'd even want to go there if i was accepted?
i'm NOT paying college tuition. i refuse. i'll just be like, listen... can't we make some kind of arrangement? because it's obsceeeene.
i miss college kids. i'm losing it. i mean, senior year isn't incredible yet. when i think about college and the fact that this is the last year of my high school career and i'll probably never see any of these people again, including my best friends, my fingers get tingly, and i feel lightheaded. most adults aren't friends with that many people from high school. high school is just not as important as we feel like it is, i guess. this is it. why isn't our class like, partying together? why is it so LAME? seriously, everyone parties, sure. in groups of 5. wow, awesome. such a waste.
honestly, let's just put shit aside and party. together.
college. i have so much to do, and i just keep procrastinating, hoping it will get itself done. honestly, whose idea was it for college to be such a ridiculous ordeal? it's so frustrating, especially when there are other options. i mean, i could see myself taking a year off just as easily as i could see myself going to college next year. so, i could apply to all these colleges and then decide not to go next year?
ahhh. and lately, i'm getting kind of worried, because all of the schools i'm looking at are in boston. i'm not afraid of being unhappy, because i know the experience will be what i make of it. and i'm applying to 6 schools, all of which i'll probably get into, except perhaps emerson. but i'm not sure i'd even want to go there if i was accepted?
i'm NOT paying college tuition. i refuse. i'll just be like, listen... can't we make some kind of arrangement? because it's obsceeeene.
i miss college kids. i'm losing it. i mean, senior year isn't incredible yet. when i think about college and the fact that this is the last year of my high school career and i'll probably never see any of these people again, including my best friends, my fingers get tingly, and i feel lightheaded. most adults aren't friends with that many people from high school. high school is just not as important as we feel like it is, i guess. this is it. why isn't our class like, partying together? why is it so LAME? seriously, everyone parties, sure. in groups of 5. wow, awesome. such a waste.
honestly, let's just put shit aside and party. together.