Aug 10, 2004 20:41
I'm in the mood to write...
What is it about these tones, these small, distinct sounds that perks
up the ears and soothes the heart? The exposure makes me breathe
quicker, makes me believe that perhaps... No. Never say that. I saw
your smile and I felt so strange. It's okay, isn't it? This feeling is
okay? It's so slow... it makes my skin prickle and I can't stand the
shivering. I'm so cold now... The nights are so cold now and no matter
how I concentrate and no matter the stories I tell myself... I won't
find comfort here.
You can tell me over and over how close this is, how this will all be
over soon... And no matter how much I believe you and how lost I feel
when I don't hear those words, I'll still feel so cold.