May 16, 2006 23:32
Its hard to balance school and work. My father decided I was ready to take on the business so he started me off as an Assistant Branch Manager for our shop in Tokyo. Its hard especially with 47 employees who are at least twice older than I am, 18 from neighbor business partners, 3-story building, and me being a 19 year old girl with no experience whatsoever! What was he thinking? Mama didn't say anything. Instead, she loved the fact that I was taking control. I hate everyone at work! I feel awkward or rather uncomfortable everytime I enter the building or just walking through those hallways with all these geezers bow to down to me as if I was someone so important. I hate this job! I wanted to start at the bottom. Everyone is trying to suck up to me just because my dad owns the place. I hate people like them!
John tried to visit today but he was driven away! The nerve of these ass kissers! I had father yell at them. I felt bad but they deserve it! John didn't do anything wrong. he just wanted to see how I was doing! I wish I could yell like my father. That would be nice. The third floor was packed today for this newly wedded couple. I give up! All these stress might give me white hairs... Or worse, WRINKLES!!! Chizu Bambie!!! Tasukite!