Nov 12, 2005 01:57
Ya, its great how you go thru life and do what you dream, but it all seems like it dosent matter...
Love wasted on one who dosent know, one who isnt even a small part of my life, who I havent even seen in years... and yet, she still haunts my dreams... who can say where one draws the blurry line between love and obsession?... I certainly would give up anything to be with her, even if just for a day, an hour, a second... but alas, its already been 6 years and I still love her as much as the day our eyes first met, but she has moved on, left me behind in the dust, never to love as deeply again...
what does one do when life is empty? Still trying drugs... they shure can provide a lovley temporary solution, but any rational and logical person can see they cant replace what has been lost...
Sadness permeates thru-out... yet none do I ever show friends or lovers... my problems are my own, and noone should have to feel what I feel sometimes... a lot of times...
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I'll always love you Katie... I wish I could've been part of your life, put it appears as though our paths were never ment to cross again... I will find happiness again in other things, but never will I love as deeply again -_-