Is anything more confusing...?

Mar 12, 2006 22:05

than the confusion of being in love? I suppose its more than just being in love itself. Its being in love, having the person you love care about you, yet has a revulsion to the idea of even cuddling on a coach with you for her own comfort when being down? I just...I don't know. So many questions come to mind. I mean...well, these lyrics pretty much say it for me:

Verse 1
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I’d do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don’t know what to do

Chorus
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD

Verse 2
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She’s a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

Chorus
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN SHE MAKES ME SAD

Bridge
But I wont let this build up inside of me x4

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces, I wont.. no
I don’t want to be this

But I wont let this build up inside of me x4

ending
Won’t let this build
up inside of me

she isn’t real ( won’t let this build )
I can’t make her real ( up inside of me )

Its amazing how something like music can mirror the feelings in your soul. I hate seeing her cry so, and yet there's nothing I can do to even show her how I feel without risking everything. And I don't believe that she is ignorant to my feelings. So maybe that is what hurts the most. Yet she's so supportive of me, of my moving, of me trying to be happy. I don't know.
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