Mar 12, 2006 01:29
So today (or I guess more yesterday the 11th) was the 14th anniversary of my dad dying. It hit me harder this year than it has in a while. I think its because my mom is dying and she is in real financial trouble and I'm 25 (officially adult) and I can't help her, and blah blah blah, basically it's been a bad couple days, so to anyonone I may have pissed off lately, eh you're not on myspace anyway, so I'm sorry to you where ever you are but you wont ever read this.
Blah blah blah blah.
I just got a job at guitar center (which if it works out means no more crappy factory work) I start sometime this week. whenever my paperwork goes through. I wish I could say Im really excited, but honestly Im not feelin too thrillied these days (but in all honesty am I ever? Im kind of a whiny bitch)