not so exciting.
I realized recently that my life is not as fun or exciting as I thought it would be by this point. The more I look at it the more featureless it seems. Its not plain or ordinary, its flat and without much depth. Perhaps everyone's life is like this and I'm the only one that notices, or maybe its just a matter of perception altogether. At any rate, I think I'd like to change somethings in my life soon and perhaps make my life a little better to look at.
An "old friend" of mine stopped over today. When I come into town I don't announce it and rarely call anyone to get together with them. Its not like I don't have fun going out with friends but I just don't put any effort to it usually. This is pretty much true with the relationships with all my friends. It probably gets annoying. Anyway this girl and I used to have problems...tension problems. It seems that now things aren't quite like it was and we get along just fine together, though it seems like there's an underlying secret between her and I. It gives us a sense of history I suppose. She seems more balanced than before, though still irrational. I enjoyed her visit and felt rather fluid, like I knew what I was doing and what was comming next. Its an atypical feeling for me. I grant it was just getting into a familiar groove with someone.
"There was nothing terribly romantic between us. No long nights on the French Riviera, watching the sun rise and living on a steady diet of wine and love. It was more simple and mundane. " -excerpt from Landlocked
An "old friend" of mine stopped over today. When I come into town I don't announce it and rarely call anyone to get together with them. Its not like I don't have fun going out with friends but I just don't put any effort to it usually. This is pretty much true with the relationships with all my friends. It probably gets annoying. Anyway this girl and I used to have problems...tension problems. It seems that now things aren't quite like it was and we get along just fine together, though it seems like there's an underlying secret between her and I. It gives us a sense of history I suppose. She seems more balanced than before, though still irrational. I enjoyed her visit and felt rather fluid, like I knew what I was doing and what was comming next. Its an atypical feeling for me. I grant it was just getting into a familiar groove with someone.
"There was nothing terribly romantic between us. No long nights on the French Riviera, watching the sun rise and living on a steady diet of wine and love. It was more simple and mundane. " -excerpt from Landlocked