every anti-prozac Everclear song kicks me in the face

Jun 10, 2006 22:06

I don't want to go to raves anymore.
I don't want to drink alcohol anymore.
I don't want to eat dinner ever again.
I don't want to see anymore concerts.
I don't want to get moodswings anymore.
I don't want to draw breath anymore.
I don't want to have to worry about how much gas costs me.
I don't want to go to college next year,
or pretend like I feel ok about my boyfriend anymore.

what is the end of high school? I feel bad because it doesn't mean much to me, that is my main reason. I will miss people in the most distant ways--most of them already resent me. just finish me off. move me out. leave me alone. without anyone. Simon says I will become really good friends with my parents, but what does he know anyway. more than I know, I think.
I just want to make a new friend, please?
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