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feelings and emotions are a funny thing.
i think in one day i've experienced every emotion there is.
it's so easy to keep myself busy and not give myself time to think about everything that is going on.
i've been so proud of myself for how i've been handling things because they are so many reasons why i would normally be upset put i've just kept myself busy with other things so that i don't have to worry about it or think about it.
so does that really mean i'm handling it or just pushing it aside to deal with later?
does it really not bother me?
once a thought pops into my head that i would have dwelled on in the past i surround myself with other people and their problems and let it fade away.
right now there are things i want to do that seem impossible. i don't know how to do them or get them to happen.
if fate and destiny mean you will eventually be where you are supposed to be and be with the person you are supposed to be with then why do we end up liking people who aren't right for us or dating people who it will never work out with?
why are the reasons it doesn't work out with one person completely bull when they are the complete opposite way with someone else ?
i think in one day i've experienced every emotion there is.
it's so easy to keep myself busy and not give myself time to think about everything that is going on.
i've been so proud of myself for how i've been handling things because they are so many reasons why i would normally be upset put i've just kept myself busy with other things so that i don't have to worry about it or think about it.
so does that really mean i'm handling it or just pushing it aside to deal with later?
does it really not bother me?
once a thought pops into my head that i would have dwelled on in the past i surround myself with other people and their problems and let it fade away.
right now there are things i want to do that seem impossible. i don't know how to do them or get them to happen.
if fate and destiny mean you will eventually be where you are supposed to be and be with the person you are supposed to be with then why do we end up liking people who aren't right for us or dating people who it will never work out with?
why are the reasons it doesn't work out with one person completely bull when they are the complete opposite way with someone else ?