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[zebrastarr]

things are very very good and very very bad. interesting how that can happen simulaneously. unfortunately, whenever something bad is happening, it's always hard for me to think of the good. i am scared. i don't want to go back to that place i was in just a few months ago. but i don't see this unfolding in any other way.
sorry this is so cryptic, i'll try to post some good news later.