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Maybe its my catholic guilt, but I think that Ill be one of those women who will cry the first time she has sex with someone. Ive now come to own my virginity, and take pride in it so much that i don't want to give it up.. not just yet...
Zebrapantz (1:31:03 AM): well i guess i should just say and tell you right off the bat that i am still a virgin (cue for large vacuous sucking sound of disbelief)
Weeks4kids (1:31:14 AM): haha
Weeks4kids (1:31:17 AM): o.k. first
Weeks4kids (1:31:22 AM): take sex out of your mind
Weeks4kids (1:31:38 AM): as in that's not all i'm thinking about
Zebrapantz (1:31:38 AM): O:-) no.. i know your not trying to get in my pants
Weeks4kids (1:31:53 AM): lol.
Zebrapantz (1:32:12 AM): but i feel that i have to establish that, just so you may understand where i may go with this.. if i make any sense of anything
Zebrapantz (1:32:28 AM): i sometimes feel that i let people on that way
Zebrapantz (1:33:10 AM): back to what we were saying,
Weeks4kids (1:33:26 AM): yeah...we'll come back to the sex thing later...but its kinda secondary
Zebrapantz (1:33:52 AM): i feel that im one of those people who are indirectly-directly looking for affection and someone to share myself with (not talking sexually, just in general)
Zebrapantz (1:34:34 AM): yet at the same time, i feel like i should be resistent to all of this
Zebrapantz (1:34:50 AM): and that it may hinder my studies here (such a moho thing of me to say)
Zebrapantz (1:35:34 AM): but i do enjoy talking to you, your very comfortable person to talk to.. or at least i feel alright hanging out with you
Weeks4kids (1:37:09 AM): well...i'll be honest with you...it will be a distraction...esp. early on. The second thing is that I enjoy hanging out with you...it does not matter if we're in a relationship or not. So just because we're not doing more than friendship stuff does not mean we won't get to hang out
Weeks4kids (1:37:55 AM): third, i'll have to be honest and say i've never been in a non-sexual relationship.