Jul 16, 2004 14:07
So he tells me that they'll need to perform an acute surgery.. and i flip out.. cause he describes it as, we're going to give you a shot in your tailbone.. and because of the immense pain im already in.. i can't fathom more pain or pressure. and essentially after the anesthsia he'll use another needle doing the opposite, essentially trying to suck out any liquid/ pus/ bacteria that he can get..
so we wait for them to get the operating room ready, during that time i realize that hes going to numb me, i should take a dump before hand.. because what if i don't realize that iam and i do... plus i really did have to use the bathroom.. and if you saw how they bandaged me up, you would realize that i wouldn't of been able to use the bathroom after wards.
so they have me lie on my stomach.. already, this position is horrible to me. the doctor then begins to feel up and down my crack, pressing down everywhere to figure out how far down it has spread..(sidenote: i no longer fear a gyno now, cause ive now been flipped the other way.)
So right in between my crack is where my first shot of anesthsia goes in. the pain lasts for about 5 seconds, and he continues to shoot up the rest of my ass until everything gets numb... supposedly. next comes the bigger sucking needle.. he sucks and squeezes for a couple of minutes.. but the surgery proves to be unsuccessful, nothing came out.. everything in that area is hardened that there isn't any liquid to pull out... they bandage me with about 1/2inch thick of pressure dressing all up and down my crack, which hurts like a fucking bitch.. i fucking hurt so bad now.. what the fuck happened with the anesthsia.. im convinced that being but raped isnt as bad as this pain... i can barely walk at this point.. and it essentially takes me 20 minutes to walk out of the hospital and into the car where i have to lie on my stomach because of the pain, while my mom waits for my antibiotics and vicodine.. and once again, i bust the usual, and start crying in the car cause my ass hurts that bad... finally my mom comes back.. i pop back 2 vicodin and my keflex-which makes me super sick and nauseated, thankfully the vicodin puts me to sleep, and i get home..
so thats basically it.. i take my keflex 4 times daily,.. and the vicodin.. i take two pills (1000mg) every four hours when needed.. i tried just taking one pill to see if that was enough.. but holy shit..it doesnt help at all.. and i started out with 34 pills.. but i can see that running out fast.. and i don't get refills.. so hopefully ill start feeling better and in vicodins case.. soon...
ps.. im super pissed at the first doctor i saw monday, who didnt even bother to look at the swelling, prescribing me medicine that didn't work, cause he diagnosed me wrong.. causing me to spend double on meds that i cant even use.. shit.. i should just start a collection of hospital bracelets.. by monday, when i go back for a follow up, i will already have four for this month.