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I haven't written in here awhile which is not why I'm writing in here now. I guess a lot has been happening but I feel like its been nothing. People seem to be drifting apart. I mean some people just don't give a shit and that's understandable because if you don't give a shit you wouldn't do anything but then there's others that are good friends that are more likely to just go to sleep or whatever than hang out. Maybe I'm still at the point where I want to enjoy every opportunity I have and spend it with people I really care about and won't see for a long while in little more than 2 weeks. I don't know. Sometimes I think I care too much and show that too little. I've been more open about things lately which isn't to say I wasn't honest before but now I'm more likely to tell how I really am or what I really think or feel. Its good except when you hurt people...ehhh yeah it sucks when things happen that shouldn't have and then are left in a weird gray area. The end but not really.
I want to enter a 100 word fiction contest but both my beginning and ending took up 10 words alone. That's 10 percent of my story! "Unce upon a time...and they lived happily ever after."
So far this week I've run or biked almost 30 miles. woo. I've worked out a lot too and I'm getting in really good shape even though my six pack isn't quite there, but its mostly for the Whitney hike. It sucks though because my work is being a little bitch. I requested the weekend off like a month in advance and my manager forgot of course (granted she getting married the same weekend) but now I may or may not get the weekend off in which case I will be pissed because I've been training all summer for this one weekend that I want off and now I might not get to do it. Tomorrow I find out for sure and if I don't I'm going to be pissed. It might be one of those awesome situations where I give my notice that I'm going to transfer to the Berkeley store in 3 weeks too. haha That sucks.
Other than that I've been enjoying my time with people. Beach, dinner, swimming, working out, making an Indo Board, playing guitar and for now playing small bone in the Ventura Jazz Orchestra. I "audition" for Cal Band soon and have to figure out my loan situation too. ugh Fun stuff. I don't want to leave certain people here at home...I've never spent 10 hrs with someone and had it feel like 2 hrs of hanging out and have the same awesome feeling being with that person. I almost wanna do something reckless and foolish because I feel for her so much. Early start kills me. I hope she'll visit but I doubt it. So this is why I enjoy all the time I have left to have it be the same because I know that it won't be the same at the end of the month...
I want to enter a 100 word fiction contest but both my beginning and ending took up 10 words alone. That's 10 percent of my story! "Unce upon a time...and they lived happily ever after."
So far this week I've run or biked almost 30 miles. woo. I've worked out a lot too and I'm getting in really good shape even though my six pack isn't quite there, but its mostly for the Whitney hike. It sucks though because my work is being a little bitch. I requested the weekend off like a month in advance and my manager forgot of course (granted she getting married the same weekend) but now I may or may not get the weekend off in which case I will be pissed because I've been training all summer for this one weekend that I want off and now I might not get to do it. Tomorrow I find out for sure and if I don't I'm going to be pissed. It might be one of those awesome situations where I give my notice that I'm going to transfer to the Berkeley store in 3 weeks too. haha That sucks.
Other than that I've been enjoying my time with people. Beach, dinner, swimming, working out, making an Indo Board, playing guitar and for now playing small bone in the Ventura Jazz Orchestra. I "audition" for Cal Band soon and have to figure out my loan situation too. ugh Fun stuff. I don't want to leave certain people here at home...I've never spent 10 hrs with someone and had it feel like 2 hrs of hanging out and have the same awesome feeling being with that person. I almost wanna do something reckless and foolish because I feel for her so much. Early start kills me. I hope she'll visit but I doubt it. So this is why I enjoy all the time I have left to have it be the same because I know that it won't be the same at the end of the month...