Retardation?
When I was younger I saw life. I never really lived it. Watching, the right decisions were always easy to see and I felt confident that I would never make the wrong ones. Well now I am living life and the right decision isn't always visible until it's too late. I've done several things that I honestly thought I would never do. Maybe I've grown the way I have because I've never been grounded, or because no one ever looked me square in the face and said "Jenn, you really fucked up this time." I know that I am making dangerous choices and I don't know how long it will take to sink in to my thick skull.