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Kinda bummed out. I gave out my number to the guy I mentioned previously and another guy who is SERIOUSLY interested in me. I mean, the kind of interested where everyone knows about it but you and you have to be told. Anyways, neither of them have called me yet. It's been 2 days. I'm bitter. I've successfully cleansed myself of the "straight" guy fixation, even though I still want to hang out with him, but now I've moved to this other guy, who I am really interested in. I mean, I have dated, but don't normally go for (don't get me wrong) black guys. Especially effeminate ones. But this guy seems to have the mix of femininity of a woman that I like with the personality. To be honest, I've never seen it before. And now he's monopolizing my thoughts. He's been transferred to another store and I've gone up there 4 times within the past 2 days to see him. I know, call me obsessive, but he actually is one of those guys you bring flowers to. He's the perfect example of what I have been searching for. I just hope this doesn't fizzle out like everyone else I try to persue. It's getting to be a habit lately and it's getting very old.