Dec 26, 2005 23:25
i dont really know what i am doing right now. i know what i want to do, but u can never be sure on that subject, especially since it is me... i love listening to music, it makes my day because i normally get so involved that i have no idea whats going on... i love feeling a connection with something, its a nice feeling, kinda like a purpose. my bone structure is so aching screwed up, i know a certain bone is not supposed to just out at the distance it does, but there is nothing i can do about it... its not broken or anything, i was just born screwed up... w/ built in ear infections probably, and missing that filter for all the crap my brian just pops out of my mouth... so now i think i might get off the computer, but then again, i just dont want to... my dad hasnt gone to bed yet which means he hasnt yelled at me to at least go upstairs... i still need to dosme homework, so maybe ill borrow gregs comp cause he does have a guest thing on it for me still, and that would be a nice thing to get done... dang papers... i reallly probably should get some sleep because my mom said she is going to wake me up early to go shopping... i might get some new shoelaces... i dont know yet...