and So Am, This Man.
My friends are truly wonderful. I can honestly say I haven't laughed that hard since august. My bestist biddie was really, really good, I am so proud of her. Helping people through rough times really makes you put your own life in perspective. It feels really good to know what I want out my relationships in life. after all that I've been through I have been able to take things away from it and become a better friend to the friends I have, make friends that i want to be friends with, be a much better girlfriend SANS the dramatics, and put myself into relationships that are good for me. I feel like I'm at the point where if someone wanted to walk away from me, I would still be upset, but I could let them go and move on, I could accept their opinion and feelings without letting it destruct my self worth. And I think that's a great place to be in. I have a house now, I'm paying bills with the money III earn, I went to see my best friend in NYC because it was my best friend DUTY that I gladly accepted regardless of how much work i had here, and although I had a great time, it was not a trip of leisure and I'm glad that I can be respnsible enough to make desicions and book trips like that on my own, for my own reasons. All the bad things that have happened in my life have happened for a reason, and I thank God for making me go through those things so that I could have the will and the character to do things with my life and become a better person. Obviously I still have a very long way to go, we all do, but sitting around with my ladies this weekend made me realize how far we've come and sweet of a connection we have and situations are gonna get really really shitty sometimes but knowing how to learn from it and having people who you know, with ever fiber of your being, love you no matter what, is all you need to get through it and, I'll say it again, emerge from the ashes phoenix style.
Meggy, thank you for letting me and campos stay with you, you are one of the most selfless, sweetest people I've ever known and I love eating with you.
Melly, all this is a slip on the ice, you've always blown clean over any obstacle that has come your way, and if anyone has the ability to come out on top over this, its you, bittie. Mad12yearlove.
Biff, after every jealous fight, after every angry blow up, after every stupid idiotic thing we've ever done to and with eachother, I love you with all my heart and i've never been so proud to grow up with you and see you turn into something so beautiful and talented. <3<3<3
AIIGHT, enough gaety for the evening.
ON WITH THE FINALS!
Oh, and my boyfriend....is so hot.
<3!!!!
Meggy, thank you for letting me and campos stay with you, you are one of the most selfless, sweetest people I've ever known and I love eating with you.
Melly, all this is a slip on the ice, you've always blown clean over any obstacle that has come your way, and if anyone has the ability to come out on top over this, its you, bittie. Mad12yearlove.
Biff, after every jealous fight, after every angry blow up, after every stupid idiotic thing we've ever done to and with eachother, I love you with all my heart and i've never been so proud to grow up with you and see you turn into something so beautiful and talented. <3<3<3
AIIGHT, enough gaety for the evening.
ON WITH THE FINALS!
Oh, and my boyfriend....is so hot.
<3!!!!