Apology in Advance...
It's cloudy and clear at the same time.
I want to run around AND curl up in a ball on and listen to the rain fall down,
out of the world of my bedroom simultaneously. But, I'm an adult and at work.
Eli gave me my first shot of Testosterone yesterday. Sept 30, 2010.
So, in advance I am sorry if I am:
- an asshole
- short with you
- low on patience
- recockulosly horny, all the time, in front of you...
(keep an eye on me around your furniture)
- unable to articulate in the way I was able to before
- unable to cry
- cry too much
- vulnerable
- stone with all of my feelings
- really very excited
- give you "tmi" about my body, smells, differences...
(about EVERYTHING- after 23 years my body is changing entirely)
I am experiencing life as a hormonal 13 year old boy.
If we can make it through all of this together, you really are a good person and a wonderful friend.
Thank you!
I want to run around AND curl up in a ball on and listen to the rain fall down,
out of the world of my bedroom simultaneously. But, I'm an adult and at work.
Eli gave me my first shot of Testosterone yesterday. Sept 30, 2010.
So, in advance I am sorry if I am:
- an asshole
- short with you
- low on patience
- recockulosly horny, all the time, in front of you...
(keep an eye on me around your furniture)
- unable to articulate in the way I was able to before
- unable to cry
- cry too much
- vulnerable
- stone with all of my feelings
- really very excited
- give you "tmi" about my body, smells, differences...
(about EVERYTHING- after 23 years my body is changing entirely)
I am experiencing life as a hormonal 13 year old boy.
If we can make it through all of this together, you really are a good person and a wonderful friend.
Thank you!