Oct 20, 2005 19:45
Ah… yea my life pretty much just fuckin blah… what every thing’s get better... shit happened shit changes… but I’m really stoked to start boxing it up, but its going to be hard with the new baseball commitment I now have.. Yea basically I got clocked at 88mph last weekend by the Anaheim Angles and they’re looking at me... so now that like every big league scout Knows I have to like train my ass off for the next two winters down at HomeRun USA in Portsmouth NH that my buddy Dave owns… well I only have to do that to be drafted out of high school.. I won’t take it anyways I’ll just use it to levy a better D-1 scholarship.. Which would be pretty sick too… right now i’m only 16, 6’2”, 180 Lbs… so i’m projected to gain another 8 mph at least.(putting me at 96). So I’m so happy.. I mean I knew I threw it hard but I wasn’t sure how hard… Saturday I have a secret meeting with a scout because they can’t scout until you’re a senior…. And same on Sunday... so things athletically are going great… but academically aren’t so well I think i’m only pulling an 80 in trig and 84 in physics…but shit happens and will get better right…. I gotta check out some colleges and talk to more college scouts…. This winter i'm doing a workout in Boston so that Harvard, Northeastern, Bentley, and St. A’s can see a little more of me… but shit I need a school that has what I want to major... which is accounting… But if I gain a half step in my 60yrd dash time then I won’t even have to worry about college ball
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
Its too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up
And toss this key
'Cause for now we're living
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes
(CHORUS)
Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
Well, look who's dying now
Slit wrists, sleepin' with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes, eyes
(CHORUS)
Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
Trembling, you've lost your touch
Haven't you?
I'm so addicted
So addicted
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
(CHORUS)
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes
-Ya Bud Will