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Have you ever had a moment when suddenly you realize where you are in life isnt where you want to be or where you ever thought you'd be?
It's not that I dont like what I've accomplished, because in so many ways I'm thankful for the decisions I've made and the things I've been through. Some aspects of my life arn't what I want, and sometimes its hard to get away from it. It's hard when I'm surrounded, for the most part, by a perticular lifestyle, and it's not doing me any good. It's hard to pull away from the only things you've known in college. I don't want to change much, but in order to make those changes alot of other things must be different. It's only a small part of who I am and how I act that I need to change, but to the outside world its the biggest trademark of my personality, unfortunately.
I miss being who I used to be.
It's not that I dont like what I've accomplished, because in so many ways I'm thankful for the decisions I've made and the things I've been through. Some aspects of my life arn't what I want, and sometimes its hard to get away from it. It's hard when I'm surrounded, for the most part, by a perticular lifestyle, and it's not doing me any good. It's hard to pull away from the only things you've known in college. I don't want to change much, but in order to make those changes alot of other things must be different. It's only a small part of who I am and how I act that I need to change, but to the outside world its the biggest trademark of my personality, unfortunately.
I miss being who I used to be.