Chop me down and count the rings
90 days until a major birthday for me. Birthdays have as a rule never bothered me, but I have a feeling this one will. I've been having emotional ups and downs about it ever since my last birthday. When I turned 30, 40 and 50 I managed to convince myself when I got there that it wasn't old. I don't feel old, but damn, it's going to be hard to convince myself that with this next one.