I'm With You When I'm With You, Dancing To Your Rythms
Maybe feeling sad and emotional is better than not feeling anything much. Haven't felt this way in quite some time. Have been through a long period of... I dunno, not being bored or depressed or anything, but not ecstatically happy or distraught. I have plenty to be happy about, but that missing thing kind of blanks it all out.
So can someone please tell me honestly, do I actually have 'rebound' tattooed across my forehead? By the way, if anyone's got a friend who's about to go back to his ex girlfriend but hasn't quite bucked up the courage yet, tell them to come and fuck Zazie because it seems to do the trick.
I just want for once someone to really want me, and then carry on wanting me. Not suddenly go all headfuck on me, not to still be screwed over their ex or run off to India to find her, or to decide after 2 months that no, they still don't want a relationship (so what's left hmm I wonder). But to actually like ME, enough to forget whoever came before and not just enough to confuse and dazzle them for a short while. What the fuck is wrong with me? Really? It's been nearly a year now. I thought I was shit at being single, turns out I'm actually pretty good at it, I've been doing it long enough.
It's funny how you think you're sharing an experience with someone until you slowly realise that their experience is quite different. And comes to a completely different conclusion. And a shit one at that.
I am fucking tired and to be honest I'm pretty fucking lonely at the moment.
So can someone please tell me honestly, do I actually have 'rebound' tattooed across my forehead? By the way, if anyone's got a friend who's about to go back to his ex girlfriend but hasn't quite bucked up the courage yet, tell them to come and fuck Zazie because it seems to do the trick.
I just want for once someone to really want me, and then carry on wanting me. Not suddenly go all headfuck on me, not to still be screwed over their ex or run off to India to find her, or to decide after 2 months that no, they still don't want a relationship (so what's left hmm I wonder). But to actually like ME, enough to forget whoever came before and not just enough to confuse and dazzle them for a short while. What the fuck is wrong with me? Really? It's been nearly a year now. I thought I was shit at being single, turns out I'm actually pretty good at it, I've been doing it long enough.
It's funny how you think you're sharing an experience with someone until you slowly realise that their experience is quite different. And comes to a completely different conclusion. And a shit one at that.
I am fucking tired and to be honest I'm pretty fucking lonely at the moment.