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it's weird, i am still hmmmm over him, m is in nepal we are no idea what just that i don't want to be "in a relationship" especially a bloody lonog distance one. i still think of hmmmmmmm, but no nothing is going to come out. and i am so busy with work and shoot i have no time to think, and yes bangkok but it's end of the year, my stomach is weird, food can't go in. i'm so physically tired everyday, coffee has been my best friend, don't worry joyce your still first place. i can't sleep at night, i wake up damn early. i no longer want a fling, but hmmmm is interesting. my god i AM a messed up person.